I thought I could stay away..But I was wrong
The story of an ex-con: Locked Up Back Inside. Alone. | @showgirlrami

convictlucifernovak:

showgirlrami:

convictlucifernovak:

showgirlrami: 

She sighs as she relents “Fine, pretend with me if it makes it easier for you. You’re the one who has to survive in there, not me.” She frowns “I am determined to get you out and i’ll find a way, you watch me.”

Lucifer just gave a slight grin, squeezing his cousin’s hand. “What? You think I’m gonna doubt you when you’re obviously this stubborn? No way, Rami. No way.” He would try and deal—just like always. Hey, he’d lived his whole life “dealing,” after all. Lucifer’s expression grew serious for a moment as he looked at Rami. “But.. you’re okay, though, right? I mean, you got a job and money and you’re not- you’re not living in some shit hole, are you?” He needed to make sure she was still doing okay here. 

“Good you shouldn’t doubt me, we’re blood Luci and I won’t leave you here to rot.” She listened  to him and nodded “yeah I got a job it ain’t the best job but it pays good.” She thought of her newfound job as a burlesque girl, it was similar enough to her showgirl job back in Vegas but was really only a step up from stripping. Though there’s noway in hell she’d be telling her cousin that.

Lucifer tilted his head as she replied, the slightest raise of his eyebrow all he gave his cousin that he had the slightest doubts in her story. In her insistence that she was alright. “You’re about the only one in the family who won’t just leave me here, but I mean it, Rami. Be. Careful.” Lucifer sighed, his hold on Ramiel’s hand tightening almost subconsciously, as if that alone would keep his cousin safe.

"I’ve screwed up enough, and the entire family hates me for it. You’re the only one who’s gotten good and clear of them. You actually managed to get out. To get away from them and it was good for you.” Even if it wasn’t for me. He couldn’t help the bitter thought arising, a part of the convict unable to help the fact that a part of him would always blame his cousin for abandoning him, in some way. 

“Of course I’ll be careful.” She tries to stay brave and wave off his concern but then he brings up her leaving and getting away. “I may have gotten away but it was a lonely time, I was so young when I left.” Her eyes started to water so she looked away from him.

askanna:

showgirlrami:

Only when I’m behaving *smirks*

Angels rarely behave.  That definitely makes you one.  *winks*

*laughs* Well aren’t you sweet for saying so, but i’m no angel.

askanna:

showgirlrami:

askanna:

showgirlrami:

askanna:

showgirlrami:

*laughs* see that’s what I mean, she has no sense of humor.

*smiles broadly*  I’m Anna.  *holds out a hand*

*shakes her hand* Even got the same name, I’m Rami.

*lets go of her hand and blinks twice*  My sister’s name is Ramiel.

*hms* That’s my full name, but I prefer Rami. This is kinda really weird.

Any chance you’re an angel?  *asks off-handedly*

Only when I’m behaving *smirks*

askanna:

showgirlrami:

askanna:

showgirlrami:

*laughs* see that’s what I mean, she has no sense of humor.

*smiles broadly*  I’m Anna.  *holds out a hand*

*shakes her hand* Even got the same name, I’m Rami.

*lets go of her hand and blinks twice*  My sister’s name is Ramiel.

*hms* That’s my full name, but I prefer Rami. This is kinda really weird.

askanna:

showgirlrami:

*laughs* see that’s what I mean, she has no sense of humor.

*smiles broadly*  I’m Anna.  *holds out a hand*

*shakes her hand* Even got the same name, I’m Rami.

askanna:

showgirlrami:

askanna:

showgirlrami:

You look like one of my Cousins…weird.

You look like one of my much older sisters.  Hm.

*looks at her* though she’s much more stuck up than you look to be.

Really?  Poor thing.  Beautiful face and crappy attitude.

*laughs* see that’s what I mean, she has no sense of humor.

askanna:

showgirlrami:

You look like one of my Cousins…weird.

You look like one of my much older sisters.  Hm.

*looks at her* though she’s much more stuck up than you look to be.

You look like one of my Cousins…weird.

The story of an ex-con: Locked Up Back Inside. Alone. | @showgirlrami

convictlucifernovak:

showgirlrami:

convictlucifernovak:

showgirlrami:

“I know it ain’t easy but you don’t have to make believe with me, you can be yourself. ” Rami squeezed lucifers hand sadly “I want you out of here so badly, I’ll find some way to free you.”

He nodded distractedly. “It’s just.. Letting it slip with you, it just becomes harder to put it back, you know? Harder to pretend every time.” Lucifer gave a slight smile, though, when he felt Rami squeeze his hand back. “Easier to keep it all in place all the time, I guess…” At this point, though, Lucifer wasn’t really sure what was easier. “And I don’t, I— I don’t know how I’m gettin’ outta here this time, Rami. The cops, they- They basically did everything they could to lock me in here this time.” 

She sighs as she relents “Fine, pretend with me if it makes it easier for you. You’re the one who has to survive in there, not me.” She frowns “I am determined to get you out and i’ll find a way, you watch me.”

Lucifer just gave a slight grin, squeezing his cousin’s hand. “What? You think I’m gonna doubt you when you’re obviously this stubborn? No way, Rami. No way.” He would try and deal—just like always. Hey, he’d lived his whole life “dealing,” after all. Lucifer’s expression grew serious for a moment as he looked at Rami. “But.. you’re okay, though, right? I mean, you got a job and money and you’re not- you’re not living in some shit hole, are you?” He needed to make sure she was still doing okay here. 

“Good you shouldn’t doubt me, we’re blood Luci and I won’t leave you here to rot.” She listened to him and nodded “yeah I got a job it ain’t the best job but it pays good.” She thought of her newfound job as a burlesque girl, it was similar enough to her showgirl job back in Vegas but was really only a step up from stripping. Though there’s noway in hell she’d be telling her cousin that.
The story of an ex-con: Locked Up Back Inside. Alone. | @showgirlrami

convictlucifernovak:

showgirlrami:

“I know it ain’t easy but you don’t have to make believe with me, you can be yourself. ” Rami squeezed lucifers hand sadly “I want you out of here so badly, I’ll find some way to free you.”

He nodded distractedly. “It’s just.. Letting it slip with you, it just becomes harder to put it back, you know? Harder to pretend every time.” Lucifer gave a slight smile, though, when he felt Rami squeeze his hand back. “Easier to keep it all in place all the time, I guess…” At this point, though, Lucifer wasn’t really sure what was easier. “And I don’t, I— I don’t know how I’m gettin’ outta here this time, Rami. The cops, they- They basically did everything they could to lock me in here this time.” 

She sighs as she relents “Fine, pretend with me if it makes it easier for you. You’re the one who has to survive in there, not me.” She frowns “I am determined to get you out and i’ll find a way, you watch me.”